watched 《至尊红颜》 juz now aft so so so long.. hahax.. coz givin myself a lil break.. so went out w mad n eunice 2dae.. went to bugis.. eunice so ke lian.. ended up din buy anitin.. so sry wor.. made u all 'rush' back so i can watch my superband~ lolx... aniwae.. back to my thots first bfore i start tokin abt wat i did 2dae...

aniwae... back to my thots... was wondering.. if u r sad... will u choose to express it or nt for da rest of da pple.. as in i was watchin Luoqi n ah ma tokin.. so i look @ it... hmm.. act i din wan sb hu is so understanding.. as in wen it hurts.. sae it hurts.. nt askin u to complain @ da slightest cut or wat.. bt if it cuts deeply.. sae so.. or @ least try to sae so.. i dun wan my frenz to b lyk 'okiex for da gd of others i 忍..' i juz dun lk it... if even being w ur frenz u cant do wat u wan... den a bit pathetic... coz v. 辛苦... tho i din sae much abt wat i feel.. @ least i wont b laughin wen i m sad.. i will b quiet.. bt @ times i m quiet is coz i m stonin or juz plain tired... hahax.. bt @ least dun hide everytin.. even tho ended up overall everyone is better.. bt i wish nt.. i rather nt so happy.. bt den u happy.. hahax.. m i makin sense? so juz dun hide everytin...

understanding.. bt dun over-understanding... =) 善解人意但也要对自己好一点。

learnt to give others.. n give some to urself.. =) dat's wat i really learnt... fr everytin fr myself.. to everytin to others.. to some to others some to me... hahax... =)

okiex okiex.. read sth v. meaningful.. so if u nid it mayb diz is gd...

班上最近开始在迷日剧
而这部日剧很感人很心酸
叫『ㄧ公升的眼泪』
于是跟同学借了VCD
整部看完会哭到不行
它是真人真事改编
是说一个15岁的女孩
主角 內田亞也
她得了脊髓小脑病变症
从15岁到25岁
在这11年
他会慢慢的恶化
手和脚萎缩
不能写字 不能走路
不能进食 不能说话
病情会越來越糟
而到現今医学这么发达
还是沒办法治療
看到一個考上明星学校的兴奋
还有在篮球場上尽情奔跑
只是老天捉弄人
让这女孩无法走完她的人生
我想不久的将来台湾应该会播出
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看完之后
真的很感人
想想現在的我
真的太幸福了
看到她的努力
努力的復健
努力的写日記
记录她每天的生活
她不能过正常人的生活
所以她比別人更努力、不气馁
只是最终只活到25岁
大家要好好珍惜現在所擁有的
[taken fr: http://popblog.tvbs.com.tw/Blog/byron0207/]

hmm.. hope sb read diz.. change a lot of words fr 繁体 to 简体.. in case pple hu read dun understand 繁体... bt i guess i din change all... aniwae... so juz dun give up urself... n ermx.. 加油~ hahax... if i doesnt push u to study... den i dunno wat to do le..

n i realised.. if i din score well for mid yr... as in for bio n econs.. i mayb really dunno wat to do le.. i guess i will b super sad over it for days or wks.. den pick up myself.. persuade myself dat i can do better if i work harder.. den i guess u wont c mi slackin at all.. mayb wont even watch tv.. -.- i dunno lahx.. juz prayed hard for mi...

n juz now my dad juz coughed... did i mention how i scared i m wen he coughed? i v. scared he choked or wat.. v. scared he will b out of breath or wat... juz v. scared... life is really dat fragile.. so my dad is sufferring fr post-smoking effects? as in he used to smoke.. so smokin is gettin back @ him.. -.- dunno lahx.. hope he's well.. hope he get well soon... another ting to really worry.. mayb u itnk it is nth.. shldnt b so suay lahx.. bt i juz dun wan take tings for granted.. b gd to ur parents n siblings wen u haf da time to do so.. aft u worked or wat.. time wen u get 2gether shortens... so juz cherished wat u haf now.. n treat dem better... =)

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okeix.. back to lighter stuffs.. i saw a bag dat i lurve!!! lolx.. material wise is lyk bea bea's new bag.. v. soft synthetic leather.. den ermx.. it's a sling bag.. white.. gt black too.. bt mayb gt copper is better.. mayb haf.. fr zinc i tink.. -.- den ermx... bt den is super big! hahax... i tink u can put a drawing block too... mayb a badminton racket too? lolx.. dunno lahx.. bt it costs $39.90.. bt den i guess it's up to mi i wn anot.. hahax.. lalala.. i wna a new bag.. i wan save $$$ to buy a new bag`` n nb is goin to stop mi.. buyin it aft mid yr? lalala... savin $$.. nt goin out for diz wk... n even durin mid yr.. no lunch outside.. no no.. hahax... =P

okiex.. back to wat i did 2dae.. hmm.. nt much.. went to bugis n walk until i wan die.. nearly killed by my sis's flats! -.- she shld haf told mi dat dat pair nid plasters too.. -.- pain pain pain.. bt den really v. long din go out w mad n yw le.. =)

加油！ 为了自己，为了家人，为了梦想。